Posted by MidnightBlue on July 01, 2009 at 09:44 [86.137.128.51]
That feeling when you first wake....THAT smell thats in the air....the wet, dirty diaper feeling all yummy and sensual as you stretch with the sense that the shifting contents are safe and sound (you hope!!!).
The knowledge that sometime during the night you vaguely remember the cramps that led you to lose control...oh those cramps, the hurt the pain AND the pleasure they gave; they tempted you so much to try and beat them (you knew you didnt really want to win though, you just wanted to put up a fight); yet it was soooo simple to fall back into a deep sleep as you let your diaper bulge and crackle into life, you dare to touch the bulging nappy in case it really does feel as big as what you hoped it was. You know full well that the relationship you have with diapers makes you the person that you are, and on mornings like this your definately in the right frame of mind for the day ahead MMMM.
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