Posted by Zorro Daddy on January 10, 2010 at 18:26 [174.59.253.194]
When I first heard the song "I Just Haven't Met You Yet" by Michael Buble, it spoke to me. My relationship with an absolutely wonderful BabyGirl had just ended. In my mind and my heart, she is still absolutely wonderful, but as life showed us, we weren't meant to be.
I was heart-broken and that song lifted my chin back up.
If you haven't heard the song or seen the video, here it is on youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA&feature=fvsr
I'm the guy who writes the "Zeke and Lily" Stories. They are very much stories that depict the Daddy I strive to be and the BabyGirl I was meant to meet and fall in love with. I ... "just haven't met her yet..."
It's awkward starting over when you never thought you would have to again, but reality teaches us lessons that may seem painful at the time, but ultimately enable you to find the happiness you were meant for. I believe this to be case for my ex- girlfriend and myself. We will simply find that happiness separately. ...And that's a really painful thought for me.
In my life there have been moments which have been very profound and had a lasting effect on me. The reason I appear on the ABDL internet in search of a girl who sees eye-to-eye with me on something that is definitely off of the beaten path, goes back to having met someone at a younger age.
Here is that story, if you would like to read it:
http://profiles.yahoo.com/blog/WBS3F2ZZ2BPO5BYRLJVHEIWQQU?eid=fiyitG8xmnxClsZufr2Ig_Xr89xpHl8MSehroSoLEtwyl0tIDw
Having met that girl left me with more questions than answers, although I didn't even know the questions until I got older.
But I've found some of the answers (or at least the right questions to ask):
http://www.diaperspace.com/blog/view/id_13529/title_looking-into-my-heart/
I live in Pennsylvania. I have a lot of family ties. As my relatives get older, I need to remain in the area to see that they are taken care of. They once took care of me in the same manner.
The idea of a 24/7 ABDL relationship is the stuff that dreams are made of, but not often the reality life gives us. I have an entire vanilla life that goes along with my "Daddy" side.
For as much as my future significant other and I will have a very ABDL connection, we will also have ordinary lives to lead and adult conversations to have. But when you add all of that in with the unique "love" we share in common, it becomes extraordinary.
24/7 isn't realistic for me. I wouldn't want it to be. However, there are a whole lot of elements of ABDL that we will incorporate into our everyday lives.
I just haven't met her yet. Someday soon, maybe our worlds will collide.
My heart and soul searches for a girl, sweet and simple, who has a desire to be taken care of in a gentle manner. Her heart craves for the dream of being a BabyGirl.
Maybe I am in your dream.
Zorro Daddy
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Email: zorroabdaddy@yahoo.com
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