Posted by and on January 21, 2010 at 09:06 [72.65.220.239]
This is the situation. I love wearing diapers, I LOVE filling them to capacity till they are leaking, i love seeing girls wearing and using diapers. However anytime i am diapered and just have to masturbate; as soon as i climax the urge to wear and use diapers becomes completely foreign to me and i am left with feelings of disgust and mild shame. Why is this? What can i do to prevent this because it causes me to waste diapers because i layer diapers (for the massive butt bulge) and end up throwing them away cuz i cant hide them in my house and they're all creamed. Soon after masturbation and the feelings of disgust subside, the urge to wear comes on again. Diapers do not run my life, i am not trying to turn this into a lifestyle, i'm just trying to chill out, poop my pants every once and awhile and not feel guilty bout nutting in my diapees but rather just go right on wearing the diaper after. Lol please let me hear your thoughts.
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