Posted by Terry Nappies on August 06, 2010 at 11:54 [86.23.114.188]
In Reply to: Wanna have a memory! posted by Me ... Again! on August 04, 2010 at 21:08
The fetish has always been there for me.
Can remember being scooped up my mum after doing the business in my nappy under a table - must've been between 2 and 3.
Next memory was grabbing a pair of baby pants and putting them on much to my mum's surprise (and I seem to remember she had company too).
Always looked at the nappies and pants in Mothercare and other catalogues/shops throughout my childhood and any reference in newspapers/magazines/comics were keenly received.
Seeing a terry nappy and plastic pants always attracted my curiosity and I longed to have/wear them again. It was an obsession, really, but a suppressed one.
Puberty added a new dimension and the usual shiny football shorts/towels/shower caps kept me sane and amused during those years. My mum often babysat, so occasionally I would briefly get to touch/see baby pants. Even the smell of a wet nappy was appealing. Found some pants on one of my sister's dolls when alone in the house and this was my first sexual activity with real pants involved but I destroyed them in shame and fear.
A personal ad in a newspaper/magazine for adult sized pants/nappies alerted me to the wider fetish community and a web magazine featured DPF and other ABDL sites in a jokey way - WOW! Didn't know they existed and got my first PC.
Left parents house finally at 30 and didn't hang around in buying pants online or from Boots the chemist. What a relief that was. Over ten years later and have just sneaked a pacifier in (wife away for a few weeks). Highly recommended even if you are more DL than AB (like me) - adds another dimension to the relaxation and escapism.
I don't know how I'd replace this fetish - such highs make the lows bearable.
If only heaven was a giant nursery with Amazonian nursery nurses satisfying our every need - I'd sign up for that!
Why couldn't I just have a panty fetish? Much easier to integrate and enjoy and far less guilt and stigma...
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