Posted by widowmaker on August 23, 2010 at 18:20 [24.111.152.4]
DAVE'S STORY
Dave woke up as always to the sound of his alarm clock going off at 6:00 am in the morning. He groaned for a moment and then turned it off before getting out of bed. He stumbled off to the shower to remove his wet diaper and get cleaned and ready for school.
After a quick hot shower he got out and dried off before changing into a clean diaper. It was all part of his normal routine that he had been going through since he was hit by a drunk driver at the age of ten.
He and a friend of his had been crossing the last busy intersection when a drunk driver failed to stop for the red light. The driver of the truck slammed into the two of them and kept going for another two miles before hitting another car and finally stopping.
His friend never woke up from the accident and died five days later from his injuries. Dave was in a coma for almost six months before finally waking up. It was a grueling and painful three months later that he finally got to go home.
He would walk with a slight limp the rest of his life and would also have to wear diapers as well for the rest of his life; when the weather would get cold the pain in his left leg would force him to use a cane in order to get around. This he was able to understand and it did not bother him. The thing that he hated was having to wear diapers all the time.
He had been teased mercilessly by other kids when they found out and even forced to transfer schools on one occasion due to the bullies. The few girlfriends he had down through the years had all rejected him and even teased him cruel y about his diapers when they found out.
As Dave neared the college campus he once again made sure that his shirt was tucked in so as not to show that he wore diapers. He avoided even looking at the girls on campus as it would only depress him that he could not ever have a girlfriend simply due to having to wear diapers.
Dave slipped into the cafeteria through a side door and purchased a small snack for breakfast. He found a secluded table away from everyone else and ate his food in silence as always. He finished his meal and dropped his tray off on top of a garbage can before leaving to get to his computer classes.
Dave made it through his usual morning classes before needing a change. As he left the computer sciences building he almost ran into a very attractive brunette girl due to being in a hurry to get changed before he leaked. He quickly stepped aside and let the girl get past him before once more continuing on his way. He never allowed himself a single second glance at her as he hurried along, sure he would only be rejected and subject to ridicule if he tried to ask her out. He never even noticed as the girl stopped and admired him as he walked quickly away.
Julie had stood watching Dave as he quickly walked away without even a single glance back at her. This was a mild surprise to her as most guys at least seemed to be interested in her for her looks. She had seen him on the campus and each time he was always alone. He never seemed to stand out except for the fact he was always quiet and always alone.
She knew he walked with a slight limp and had to use a cane in the cold weather. She also knew that he intrigued her for some reason. She knew her friend Jill had a computer class with him in so she figured she would ask her about him and see what she could find out. She almost laughed to herself as she thought, “And the chase is on!” As Dave turned the corner of the building out of her sight she finally turned and went into the computer sciences building herself for her own course in computer basics.
Dave had a two hour break in his classes so he almost always walked the short walk to his apartment for a quick change. He dreaded changing in public as it dramaticly increased the chances of someone finding out his secret shame. A few minutes later he was in his apartment and changing his soaked diaper.
With his diaper change done he tossed the used diaper into the trash and headed back for the campus to grab a small lunch and study a little before he went to his digital electronics classes for the afternoon. Since the break between class in the afternoon was short he took along two spare diapers with him just to be safe.
Julie sat down in her seat for the computer basics class and listened as the teacher lectured on how the source code for a Linux based system could be modified to run some windows based programs. Her friend Jill sat next to her and they spent the rest of the class figuring out how to modify the source code to do what they wanted.
When the class was over they had finished their work and were leaving when Julie started to ask Jill about Dave. “So what do you know about that Dave guy that is in your morning computer class? He's cute but I never see him with anyone.”
Jill thought for a moment before she remembered who Julie was talking about. “He's definitely cute, but forget trying to get his attention. That guy is always alone and avoids everyone outside of class. I know he rarely speaks but he's super smart.
He's always alone when I see him anywhere. I see him in the cafeteria sometimes and he sits in a far corner away from everyone. I bumped into him once and knocked him down by accident. I helped him up off the floor and he apologized politely to me for the incident. After he was on his feet and apologized he quickly walked off without even looking back.
He's definitely a loner. He never dates anyone that I know of and lives just a short distance from here in an apartment a few blocks away. He's good looking and I'd go after him myself if I thought I could get him. Hell, half the girls I know would go out with him if he asked them, but he avoids everyone.
If you think you can get him then go for it, but don't be surprised if he fails to even seem to notice you much. If you are truly wanting him he has a class that lets out in a few minutes that is just down the hall a bit. He's taking the advanced computer engineering class right now.”
Julie smiled as Jill told her everything she knew about Dave. “I wonder if I can get him to tutor me in some subjects I'm interested in?” Jill shook her head and laughed as she knew what subjects Julie had in mind. Good luck, and if he does give you some private lessons let me know how good he is.”
Julie laughed as she walked down the hall towards where Dave was just finishing up an assignment before leaving class to go home for the day. She was going to see where he lived so she could maybe figure out some way to find out more about him. He definitely intrigued her.
END CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
Julie stood a short distance back and watched as Dave an several other students came out of the classroom. Several of the guys stole quick glances at her as they passed by, but Dave merely walked on by her with his head slightly down so as to avoid directly looking at anyone.
Dave exited the class and noticed the same very beautiful girl that he had seen earlier that day. She was the type of girl he would love to stand a chance with, but instead of saying anything to her he lowered his gaze away from her and walked away.
The thoughts running through his head only helped to bring him down. “Gorgeous girl! Oh well, not like I stand a chance of ever having anyone that pretty interested in me. She'd want nothing to do with me if she found out about my stupid diapers. Not that I have anything to offer a pretty girl like her. Who'd want to go out with someone who has to wear diapers? They find out and it's instantly over. No, I'm better off not even trying. Besides, she probably has a boyfriend already so she's like every other girl in this world. 100% off limits to a freak like me.”
These and other thoughts depressed him as he walked to his apartment, hating the fact that he even existed. He knew he was tired of being alone but felt like it was his own fault and he deserved to be alone due to having to wear diapers for life. He felt like hitting something but knew from past experience that it did not help.
As he got almost to his apartment door he noticed a large package on his doorstep. The diapers he had ordered off the internet had arrived while he was at school. He unlocked his apartment door and then took the box of diapers inside. The box at least had been plain with no markings on it so if anyone looked they would not know it was diapers.
Once the box was inside he shut the door and opened the box up so he could put them all away. He never noticed that he had accidentally left one of his window shades up as he opened up the packages and took the diapers out. In his haste to get them all put away he didn't even notice the girl across the street watching him as he worked on getting his diapers put away.
Julie felt like a spy watching Dave from a distance as he took a large box inside. All of his window shades were drawn except for one that allowed her a good view into his apartment. She had hoped he would take his shirt off at least but he instead set his backpack down then opened up the large box. She watched as he reached inside the box and began to pull out six large white packages.
Dave was pulling out the last package when it split open and spilled diapers everywhere. Dave cursed under his breath as he picked them up off the floor and set them on the table one by one. As he picked up the last one it flipped open partially leaving no doubt to anyone that might be watching what it was.
Dave folded it shut again and then noticed the window shade was up. He then noticed the same girl he had seen earlier standing across the street looking in as he folded the last diaper shut and set it on the table with the rest. Dave cursed silently as he quickly shut the window shade thinking that within a few days his terrible shame would be all over the school campus.
“Why me?” he asked for the millionth time as he finished putting all but one diaper away. With the rest of the diapers put away he took the last one into the bathroom with him and changed out of his soaked diaper. He tossed the wet diaper into the wastebasket with the others noticing that it was in dire need of needing to be emptied.
He pulled his jeans back up over his diaper and tucked in his shirt then pulled the bag out of the wastebasket and tied it shut. He put another bag into the can before walking to the door to dispose of the bag of wet diapers. He looked across the street to where he had seen the girl standing. He half expected to see her there laughing at him. He was relieved when he saw no one standing in sight as he dropped the bag into the trash can near the curb.
The rest of the night was uneventful as he forced himself to get his homework done and then to finish the 500 pages of required reading he had from all of his classes. It was almost three in the morning when he had finally finished the last of the reading for the weekend along with his homework he had been assigned.
He stood and strretched and noticed that as normal he was soaked and in need of a clean diaper. Grabbing another diaper out of the cabinet near the bathroom he went in and changed allowing his mind to wander back to the events of earlier. It caused him more despair as he felt for sure he was going to soon be the object of everyone's ridicule when Monday came and he went back to school.
Julie had left when she had seen that he had noticed her watching him through the window. She was shocked when she realized that what he had gotten in that large box were in fact adult sized diapers. She had seen the package fall open and then seen the last one he picked up fall open in plain view of the window.
She noticed the look of despair he seemed to have as he picked the diapers up and then the look of terror when he noticed someone had seen him with them. She was curious as ever about him and did think it a bit unusual that he had diapers that would clearly fit him easily. After a bit of thinking about it and from the way he acted whenever she had seen him she began to put the pieces together.
He avoided all contact with everyone and never even looked at the girls if he could help it. The look on his face when he was unpacking the box and the look when he noticed her made her wonder. “I bet he has to wear them all the time. That would explain why he never dates anyone and avoids people. He is still cute as hell and I have to admit I wouldn't mind changing him. Especially if it led where I would want it to.” she thought to herself.
The next day she called Jill to discuss a few things with her. Jill was majoring in computers but had taken some courses in psyghology before changing majors two years ago. She desperately wanted to ask Jill some questions about Dave and what she had found out about him. She waited patiently as Jill's phone rang several times before Jill finally answered it. Jill sounded out of breath as she answered her phone and julie wondered if she had interupted something.
“Hey Jill are you busy right now? I need your input on something I found out yesterday.” “I'm not busy right now. I just got in from a five mile jog. I forgot my stupid phone so you lucked out that I just came in before you hung up. So what's up?”
Julie swore Jill to secrecy before telling her what she had seen and what she suspected about Dave. Jill listened carefully before replying to her. “That would explain a great many things about him. I suspect he stays away from everyone because he is afraid of someone finding out just what you did yeaterday. If he has to wear them for a medical reason like you suspect then it would be very emberasing to him. It would not surprise me to find out that he has been teased and evenn hurt in the past by girls he has tried to get close to. How to explain this to you. Suppose if you were in his shoes, having to wear diapers, and every time you got close to someone and thought they might be understanding and maybe even the one you told them your secret or they found out. Now if they dumped you and quickly told everyone and then joined in on ridiculing you then after a while you'd stop even trying anymore. Who knows, you might even come to blame yourself for your loneliness. This would drive you into hiding within your own self in order to avoid being hurt again.
If you still want to try to get to know him then go for it, but for his sake girl, go slow and be patient. With him. I'm almost 100% certain he's been hurt badly by people in the past. After that much pain and guilt you would put up a wall between you and the world. That would be what he's done I bet in order to avoid being hurt again. Yet at the same time he is still in pain from wanting someone and yet not allowing himself to ever have anyone to try to escape the pain and ridicule of rejection.
Again Julie, if you go after him be sure you go slow. I bet he's walking a narrow razor thin line between his own personal demons and the temptation to just give up and die. You have your work cut out for you with him. Let me know how it goes and call me if you need advice or have questions.”
Julie hung up the phone and thought long and hard about what Jill had said before making up her mind about him. She wanted him for more than just his looks and couldn't quite understand why she was so attracted to him when she could easily have almost anyone she wanted. She also could not stand to know someone was in so much pain and wanted to see what she could do about it.
END CHAPTER TWO
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