Posted by Dill Pickle on September 12, 2004 at 21:40 [64.12.116.200]
In Reply to: Bedwetting posted by wets her bed on September 12, 2004 at 16:13
I think all of us have times of greater and lesser sexual (and diaper) desires, affected at least in part by externalities.
In your case, you may just be a little saturated with it right now. I know I get tired of the effort associated with diapering myself from time to time, but then the need returns with renewed strength.
There's also the possibility that since it became OK with the person you live with, you have relaxed and gotten healthier from a psycho-physical standpoint.
I think if I wanted to wet the bed, I would set things up so I that when I got home in the evening, I would start wearing and using a diaper and not peeing any other way. I would also drink plenty of water. I would practice ignoring the urge to pee, and continue with whatever I was doing until the pee just came out anyway. Before going to bed, I would make a point of drinking some more water -- to the point where your body would need to pee well before your alarm clock goes off in the morning. Be sure to be well padded.
This sets you up to pee in the middle of the night. When you awaken with the pee urge, don't move -- just ignore the urge and try to go back to sleep. You will soon pee. It may take awhile before you can keep your position (some find it very hard, for example, to pee while lying on their backs) and go back to sleep quickly, but eventually you will just quit waking up and pee automatically.
It will also help if your protection is effective -- that is, you don't get cold or something because you have peed in your sleep. That will keep you up.
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If you are really gonzo about it, you can wear diapers all the time, and never pee anywhere except in your diaper. That way also lies loss of control, but I don't know how you feel about your daytime control. There are certainly places (think canoeing on a river in a boat which is mostly dry) where you don't want to wear any protection during the day.
Good luck!