Posted by sissy diane on July 11, 2005 at 16:03 [66.68.47.192]
Ahhhh, the house to myself. And feeling in the mood for some diaper fun. I considered going out, I've done that before...it's lots of fun. But I decide today was a day for home diapering.
I carefully pinned on my cloth diaper. I usually wear disposables, especially for messing, but decided to treat myself. I add a couple pairs of plastic panties over that. I don't want any leaks!
For me, uncontrolled messing is fun. Of course, naturally is the best, but sometimes a little help is just more convenient. So, I added a suppository to my fun. I use Dulcolax. It works reliably for me. I've read about people using two or more. I tried that once, and didn't really like it. The cramps and bloated feeling just wouldn't stop; even after I thouroughly messed my diaper. Might make a good punishment for me someday, but I don't think I will do it on my own again.
After about 30 minutes, I felt the cramping start. I told myself to relax. I whispered humiliating things to myself. I let things happen as naturally as I could. First a wet fart. Then a little tiny poopie. And ever so slowly, the main mass began to move. It just oozed out giving me plenty of time to enjoy the sensation.
When I recovered my composure, I stood up and walked around a little. I messed a little more standing up. Still cramping a little. When I stand up, a little bit comes out. I can feel the big lump in my diaper. It is slowly spreading.
Now for a little TV and a snack. Perhaps more later.
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