MY PLAN
I have come up wit a plan to become a bed wetter and incontinent. While I do not like to poop my pants or diaper, I love the feeling of hot pee spreading through my crotch and into my pants. I often wear a diaper to enjoy the hot wetness while going about my daily tasks. I love the knowledge that no one around suspects that they are talking to or in the presence of someone with soaked pants.
Back to the plan. I know that when I wear a diaper for a full day I have some minor trouble holding it when I go back to regular underpants. I find that I have to be very careful and actually experience some minor discomfort or pain when I try to hold back. I have not had a chance to try going for more than a day and rarely get to wear a diaper at night. My plan is to begin with a diaper on and drink plenty of fluids. Especially juices and water. Hot tea also seems to make me pee a lot. I will also take mega vitamins for that nice yellow color. As the day progresses, I will concentrate on relaxing and will not allow myself to hold the pee at all so my diaper will gradually become soaked and probably need changing regularly. By not holding it at all, I will train my bladder to be weak and let go without any conscious action.
Now comes the big problem. In bed I always have trouble falling asleep with a full bladder. I also have trouble just relaxing and letting it flow without heavy conscious concentration. I expect a couple of sleepless nights till I get used to sleeping with a wet diaper and I need to get beyond the worry of leaking. My diapers always seem to leak when I sleep in a wet one because of my position and movements. I plan to drink a lot of water before bed time – still just letting it leak out by relaxing. I also plan to take a sleep aid to enable me to fall asleep easier. Then, when (not if) I wake up and need to pee, just relax and let go. I hope after a while this will become routine and I will not only sleep more relaxed, but eventually not even wake up when I pee. I expect about a week to become daytime incontinent and longer for the actual bed wetting. It will require a real commitment and life change.
Alas, I can not make that commitment right now. My wife of almost 30 years would never understand and I will not do anything that will ruin that relationship. Perhaps some day, though. Don’t even suggest that I tell her of my desires!
I hope you like my plan and that I can follow through with it some day. If anyone tries or has tried a similar way, please post your story.
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