In Reply to: The First Step posted by feel_terrible on October 02, 2006 at 19:29
Not more than ten minutes after writing that message I started feeling completely crappy about the whole thing and now I'm positively resolved to stop wetting the bed. This is ridiculous. It's like there's two people in my head battling it out for control. Like I keep falling for the same trick again and again. Even as I'm writing this message that plastic sheet is starting to sound awfully tempting again even though I just told my mother not to buy it. I know it won't be long before I've lost all resolve and I'm back to wetting my bed again. I hate this. I've given up trying to do away with the fetish all together; if I could just keep it inside my head then I'd be fine but I know that's harder than it sounds to me right now. What I wouldn't give just to get it out of my brain. Once again, thanks for being the only place I can dump my thoughts like this. You people must be the most open-minded in the world.
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