Posted by MidnightBlue on July 27, 2009 at 08:47 [86.137.133.74]
As Jilly lay there in the early morning light, her mind just couldn't comprehend the feelings running through her mind (AND needless to say her erogenous zones as well), she could feel that her erect nipples were in need of some attention, her mouth needed human contact as well, and her clitoral hood was in hiding...she was turned on like nothing she had experienced before; she so wanted, no 'want' isn't the right word...she so 'needed' that special someone to be awake...to tell her that the feelings she now had were 'normal'...that she was a good Girl....to hug her and to reassure her that everything was going to be alright.
Those feelings that she was fighting with, of being dirty, of thinking she was a freak, of being naughty (though that felt nice in a strange way), childish and maybe even a slight feeling of babyishness; all coming together at the very same time...this time, right here right now. Yes she had her doubts...who wouldn't...about all those emotions; but hell she had wanted this for so long that she felt like crying by being so close, yet she also felt like giving up; yet her emotions wouldn't, couldn't leave her now. If that happened she would feel even more alone cold and scared than if her lover wasn't even in the same bed as her. She only wanted her Daddy to be awake so that he would check her plight, to prod and to probe and to ask awkward questions about how she was feeling now that her 1st time was over. Was she hoping for too much too soon?
Jilly remembers that her sleep wasn't exactly ideal, she had slept for maybe 3 hours on and off in haunted dreams...was that due to the situation she was in, the fact that her dreams were now nearly reality or cos she was scared that she couldn't actually go through with what her dreams had been telling her to do for the last 25 years!! Only time would tell, time that would either be her enemy or her guiding light.
2 hours into her un-easy sleep the pressure had grown so much that she had to do something about it...but what; if she fought it she would be lying to herself as well as her Daddy, and if she let go she may want more and more and more of this special loving. She didn't want to disturb Daddy either cos he looked dreamy, almost content looking; even in his sleep. She had come this far...so close yet the feelings were now conflicting with one another.
She enjoyed the growing pain that was now emanating from her bladder...it wasn't a "you must go toilet now" excruciating pain but a pain that was gentle, persistent and somehow sexual...all she knew was that she couldn't describe it much better than that. She sat up slightly, quietly so as not to disturb the man who she now enjoyed calling Daddy, the man who had finally put her in this predicament, a predicament that she had wanted and that was now fully in her life, no matter how she looked at it; one which deep down she knew would be the beginning of the true Jilly. The movement she had made had felt comforting, easing the dull ache in her bladder but which sent her libido soaring...she wanted this yet she was fighting it, she was toying with herself or was she just confused? The pain the pleasure....her eyes closed as if in slow motion, and when they were shut she relaxed, she knew that she couldn't or even didn't want to stop what was about to happen...not now, not after coming so far, so close to her sacred place. Her hand had moved to the front of her rubber baby pants at the same time as her wee had escaped her expanded bladder. She had started, her breaths were sharp and quick now, and she knew that she would have to finish. The front of her baby pants felt deliciously hot....her nappy underneath, thirsty and coping....the angle she was at and how her hand was on her rubbers, it forced her wee to be directed over her clitoris...the icing on the cake. She bit her lip to try and stifle her moans which she knew used to be her breaths. She couldn't believe how such a taboo subject could be soooo hornily sexy. She knew then that she wanted this, wanted her Daddy. Her pee kept coming...Jilly's breath was now harder and coarser, she wanted her Daddy to touch her...anywhere, she just wanted him to be a part of her most glorious orgasm to date. Jilly's hand pressed more firmly into her crotch...her need desires and senses now alive. Jilly was aware that she was calling for her Daddy, but he was very much asleep. The hiss as her fluids now bounced off of the protective pants was loud Jilly thought, she hoped that might wake her lover. The pee, now pooling under Jilly's butt was a strange sensation...nothing like it was when she peed her panties; this was so much more intense but why? It was hot and of course there were copious amounts, but boy did it feel good MMMMM. Daddy stirred, rolled over and carried on sleeping...NO YOU BASTARD, WAKE UP AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR WET AND HORNY LITTLE GIRL she had screamed in her head, she was on heat and yet the source of her heat should of been what cooled her down, so it was a vicious circle of pee...horny, more pee...more horny, jeez she was in turmoil; she pressed harder on her yellowing nappy. It didn't help her predicament one bit, it just exasperated it.
Jilly's bladder now told her that it was empty, though her hand told her that her nappy was very very wet. "well its too late to do anything about what I've just done now...but please please don't let Daddy be freaked when he does wake up and find me in this state" she had said in a whisper. Her last sensation before closing her eyes once more was of being finally content, as well as her nappy sliding against her rubber baby pants containing her accident, which is just what Daddy said would happen.
Now she was awake, with her thoughts of disgust and of sexual satisfaction; she was furious that her Daddy wasn't awake for her nights escapade and upset that he wasn't awake now changing her out of her soaking nappy...maybe her fury would dissolve her negative thoughts!! As she was looking out the window from her bed Daddy's fingers gently touched her shoulder "Morning Princess, hows you today? " he said in a soft soothing manner..."I hope you didn't mind wearing a nappy and rubber baby pants to bed last night? but its something I've wanted to try for soooo long, I've just never had the conviction to be able to ask previous lovers to try. If you want to take your underwear off then I understand?" Jilly, her eyes lit up like a Catherine wheel turned round and flung her arms round her Daddy...she kissed him passionately for she knew that 'his' confession about nappies and wanting to Baby his lover was hard for him to divulge; but it matched her longings so closely that she just had to try it...though of course she hadn't confessed her own longings for fear of ridicule, but now that it was all out and in the open there was only one future. Her kiss trailed off and Daddy thought that he had overstepped the bounds of this fledgling relationship by asking this of Jilly. She looked coy and insecure, Daddy held her and whispered that he was sorry for letting such a perverse need ruin what could of been an otherwise 'normal' relationship. "Its ok Daddy, honest; I'm just not sure how to tell you but I..I woke in the middle of the night and had an accident in my nappy. I was scared cos I wasn't sure how you'd react or if you would think ill of me as I know how fantasies aren't sometimes as clear in the real world." Daddy smiled, reached into the drawer and placed a pacifier, that he had put there last night 'just in case' into his Baby Girls pursed lips. "I know you did Jilly, I was awake when you did, plus there's that lovely smell of a well used nappy in the air...can you smell yourself? that mixture of your own womanly scent mixed with your 'accident' is unmistakable." Jilly blushed but carried on sucking her pacifier...then she realised that she could in fact smell what Daddy had mentioned, and indeed it was an unmistakable aroma...she felt her own juices flowing once more as this intricate jigsaw was nearing completion. Taking her dummy out she said "But you rolled over last night, you didn't even stir so how could you of known I'd wet?" she asked incredulously. "I rolled over because I was so aroused by what you were doing...listening as your wee wee thundered off of your rubber panties, hearing you trying to stifle your own arousal...yet I didn't want to 'kill' your moment, and I also thought it best to let you get used to the sensations on your own before I interrupted you" he said sincerely. "Oh Daddy I soooo wanted your touch, to reassure me but you just rolled over, I felt vulnerable and scared and all I wanted was YOU" Jilly explained. "But I'm here now Baby Girl, wide awake and wanting to ask you ALL about your feelings, to share with you exactly how we both feel about this AND, to change you out of that wet soaking nappy and to put you in a nice fluffy dry one." Baby Girl Jilly smiled and grasped Daddy's hand, she pulled her rubber pants away from her nappy and placed his hand upon the front of her nearly overflowing underwear...her eyes closed once more as she began to have another 'accident' (like big Baby Girls do), which is why their Daddy's keep them in nappies and baby pants. They both let out an almost inaudible moan together, a sign of a contentment that had been missing for so long in both of their lives, and one which will now grow as they have unleashed their inner most desires to one another.
MidnightBlue