Posted by Zorro Daddy on January 10, 2010 at 18:31 [174.59.253.194]
When I first heard the song "I Just Haven't Met You Yet" by Michael Buble, it spoke to me. My relationship with an absolutely wonderful BabyGirl had just ended. In my mind and my heart, she is still absolutely wonderful, but as life showed us, we weren't meant to be.
I was heart-broken and that song lifted my chin back up.
If you haven't heard the song or seen the video, here it is on youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA&feature=fvsr
I'm the guy who writes the "Zeke and Lily" Stories. They are very much stories that depict the Daddy I strive to be and the BabyGirl I was meant to meet and fall in love with. I ... "just haven't met her yet..."
It's awkward starting over when you never thought you would have to again, but reality teaches us lessons that may seem painful at the time, but ultimately enable you to find the happiness you were meant for. I believe this to be case for my ex- girlfriend and myself. We will simply find that happiness separately. ...And that's a really painful thought for me.
In my life there have been moments which have been very profound and had a lasting effect on me. The reason I appear on the ABDL internet in search of a girl who sees eye-to-eye with me on something that is definitely off of the beaten path, goes back to having met someone at a younger age.
Here is that story, if you would like to read it:
http://profiles.yahoo.com/blog/WBS3F2ZZ2BPO5BYRLJVHEIWQQU?eid=fiyitG8xmnxClsZufr2Ig_Xr89xpHl8MSehroSoLEtwyl0tIDw
Having met that girl left me with more questions than answers, although I didn't even know the questions until I got older.
But I've found some of the answers (or at least the right questions to ask):
If someone were to ask you what you truly wanted out of life, would you be able to answer? Some might give a pretty lengthy response. Some might be able to put together a few thoughts. Some might not even try.
I've thought about this question a lot. So I've decided to give a detailed answer to that question in the aspects of my life where my heart is affected the most.
Since I am posting this message on an ABDL site, the question is: What do I truly want out of infantilism? The answer is a BabyGirl, but that would be a generalized cop-out answer if I didn't detail it...
A BabyGirl who...
- gets “butterflies” in her tummy at the mere thought of her fantasies becoming a reality
- is overwhelmed by the “baby” feeling and gratefully allows it to take control of her senses
- craves, with all her soul, to be spoken to, regarded as, treated like and taken of as a BabyGirl
- smiles, and in that instant, lights up her face and the entire room
- doesn’t view the words “submissive” and “obedient” as filthy power exchange slang, but rather as a description
of a role which she knows she is perfect for
- aches for the touch of a gentle Daddy, both physically and emotionally
- goes to bed and dreams of being a BabyGirl
- wakes up and daydreams of what her life will be like as a BabyGirl
- could spend a lifetime of hours at home in pigtails, bare feet, a t-shirt, and a diaper
- is sweet and simple in nature, capable of sharing spending her life with someone
- likes to hear that she is “cute” and “adorable” instead of “hot” and “sexy”
- is never without her pacifier, teddy bear and blanket
aches for the chance to exist in a world where she is enveloped in softness, is treated with kindness, and feels a love that goes deeper into her heart than she could have ever imagined.
- tingles all over when she thinks of being bottle fed, being held in her Daddy’s arms, being cradled and falling asleep on Daddy’s lap.
- is shy and passive by nature, needing the safety and security that only a loving Daddy can provide.
- tells her Daddy what she is upset about as opposed to making him guess and getting mad when he can’t figure it out.
- views being patted on the bottom as an endearing gesture of praise and love
- may want to be bad, but always makes her Daddy proud by being good
- has a vision of her dream nursery in her mind
is able to control every “little” wish in her soul when
- she has to be an adult. We are still adults always and have to uphold those responsibilities.
- is shorter than her Daddy and takes care of her body
doesn’t fidget while getting her diaper changed
- is longing to find a Daddy who has the right things in common with her and never see him as a “project” that needs to be fixed.
- has grown from her past relationships, but hasn’t allowed them to create “baggage” and “issues” within her heart and mind has wishes and dreams, not demands and expectations
- who has a genuine desire for being little in her heart
I understand that the themes of "gentle", "loving", and "caring" without exception don't apply to everyone and aren't what everyone seeks in a Daddy.
I'm looking for the girl who does seek those themes. By chance, has she just read this message?
I live in Pennsylvania. I have a lot of family ties. As my relatives get older, I need to remain in the area to see that they are taken care of. They once took care of me in the same manner.
The idea of a 24/7 ABDL relationship is the stuff that dreams are made of, but not often the reality life gives us. I have an entire vanilla life that goes along with my "Daddy" side.
For as much as my future significant other and I will have a very ABDL connection, we will also have ordinary lives to lead and adult conversations to have. But when you add all of that in with the unique "love" we share in common, it becomes extraordinary.
24/7 isn't realistic for me. I wouldn't want it to be. However, there are a whole lot of elements of ABDL that we will incorporate into our everyday lives.
I just haven't met her yet. Someday soon, maybe our worlds will collide.
My heart and soul searches for a girl, sweet and simple, who has a desire to be taken care of in a gentle manner. Her heart craves for the dream of being a BabyGirl.
Maybe I am in your dream.
Zorro Daddy
Yahoo IM: zorroabdaddy
Email: zorroabdaddy@yahoo.com
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