Posted by iRrawr on June 23, 2009 at 05:03 [92.236.114.235]
In Reply to: The Common View Of People Like Us Vs. The Truth... posted by mcis33 on June 21, 2009 at 17:50
for me its similar to all those above, the internet was my first encounter with any 'desire' to even think about shitting yourself and it grew from there. similarly again pantypooping isnt my only fetish but its definately preferable to mass smearing and chomping down on a brown torpedo, a little smearing yes, but not the full on stevie wonder look. i also dont think i could go thru with partner 'scatplay' even if i did want to (and after years of debating with myself, i dont think i would). after the show is over i feel instantly slapped with shame and cant wait to get cleaned up.
as a kid i was a little bit of a loner, not from a shortage of friends just because i never really felt settled and then because my highschool was such a dump i had very few people i socialised with outwith it. i always liked things that were different or more individual, i was ok at 'normal' sports but i excelled a lot at anything dangerous or fast.
as for my personality i was shy when i was younger and became more boystrous towards my later teens and despite being very self conscious id say im pretty confident now and have never had any problems with gfs, some of which have been what you could call conventionally gorgeous looking etc more so than i would have expected for myself. other than this, i would say i am about as everyday-joe as you could get...
bit of an essay but as already said by someone else theres not much reading to be had on our fetish and i think ppl can feel isolated easily even amongst our own community here. feeling ashamed to be the only sane person amongst a board of drooling peodophiles with yes, jars of shit in there cupboards! iv had these thoughts myself numerous times...