Posted by Maria on March 08, 2010 at 09:54 [68.35.118.26]
In Reply to: Why posted by pantiespooper on March 08, 2010 at 06:22
I'm with you, pantiespooper. I can't really explain why I do it. When I was a kid, I always used to have "accidents" that weren't really accidents. I knew that the feeling was pleasurable to me, but I was too young to associate it with sex.
Later, as an adult, I recognized the feeling for what it was. To me, it is purely and simply an amazingly erotic sensation to have a load in my pants, and that alone is a good enough reason to keep doing it, since it harms no one.
I have issues about doing it in public, because that can cause disgust and dismay to people who have no desire to be involved with my fetish, but every now and then I do it anyway, because I am one of those folks -- not uncommon on this board -- who gets a sexual thrill out of exhibitionistic stunts involving shame and humiliation.
When I was living alone without a roommate, I used to do it a couple of times a week. Now I can't do it as often.
I have had fantasies about being totally incontinent, but real life always gets in the way. I have mentioned quite a few times on the board that I have a "fetish friend," someone I see maybe once or twice a year, not really a boyfriend but someone to share this fetish with. He has always been interested in seeing whether we could arrange to both take off work for maybe five days, then find an isolated cabin on a lake or something like that where I could go 24/7 in my pants for 4 or 5 days. This is a very strong wish on my part, and I hope that someday we can make it happen.
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