Posted by humiliated girl on September 16, 2000 at 15:05
I just found this board. I have never been looking for accident forums before today. I am very much into BDSM and humiliation. Recently I got in contacy with a man that gives me humiliating tasks to perform.
The following is rather severe, but I thought I would share it with you. This is my "report" to him after I carried out the task today:
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I have carried out the task that you gave me. I have to admit, it was
much worse than I had imagined.
I did not go to the toilet since i got your e-mail, so I had to
relieve myself already that evening. In the morning in wrote
"shitty slut" across my chest, as you told me to, just above my
breasts. I then swallowed three laxative tablets. I was extremely
wet already and wanted to masturbate, but decided not to, beacause i
knew i needed to be horny in order to go through with it.
I wanted to make it worse on myself so i swallowed a fourth tablet.
I then put on some quite small, white panties, not a g-string
but they would not hold back much.
I put on some loose-fitting pants with white and blue stripes
and a white blouse. It was just possible to make out what was
written on my chest if it was pressed against the skin.
If i bent forward a bit, it disappeared.
I was scared I would be unable to go through with it, that i would
chicken out. But I kept telling myself i had to!
After four-five hours of trying to relax, i started to get a stomach-ache.
I was surprised how quickly it happened. I was going to go
on public transport, but when I started getting cramps I called a taxi.
By the time tha taxi came, I had almost lost my determination,
I was thinking that this was crazy, but nevertheless I got in the taxi
and went to Lord and Taylor.
I almost pooped myself in the taxi. the pressure behind my sphincter
was becoming almost unbearable. It felt like i had to fart, but i didn't
dare, not certain what would come out.
As i walked into the store i had almost decided I would go to
the toilet, i was thinking maybe i was not prepared for the reality.
I knew it was going to be messy, I could feel it.
Clenching my anus together, I walked over to a display of shirts.
I tried to decide wether to do it or not.
I was thinking that if I do this it will be the most exciting and
dirty thing I had ever done. It was not as people would not see it.
I decided to do it. Not think, just do it.
I quckly went over to a jeans rack, where a couple was browsing
through blue jeans. I stood pretty close to them and looked at a pair
of jeans. Trying not to think of the consequenses, I relaxed my anus
and started to bear down hard, just concentrating on resisting the
tempation to stop pushing.
The moment i did it, i regretted.
A big piece of shit slid out of my ass and was caught by the panties.
But then a gush of liquid feces shot out of my ass and immediately
started to run down my legs.
It was so much and so loose, but I continued bearing down to get
it over-with. I heard that i farted once and then i realised the pants
were sticking to my legs, beacuse they were so wet from the diarrhea
running down my legs. My skimpy panties sagged down between my legs
from the weight of my feces.
The moment I snapped back into reality was when i looked down and saw
that it was running down on my ankles and then onto the floor.
Then i smelled it, and it wasn't fun anymore.
I looked up and saw the couple next to me staring at me, a look of
disbelief on their faces. I didn't know where to look. I had gone
too far. I couldn't believe it. I was not ready for this, i did not
expect the BM too be so soft.
Afterwards I realize that that is what i crave for, the moment i
know i have complete idiot of myself, when people look at me with
disgust.
I couldn't move, just wanted to disappear. The runny shit still ran
my legs, forming a puddle on the floor and ruining my new shoes.
I felt the thin fabric
of my pants cling to my buttocks and knew it would be a big brown
stain there. I felt thatT the load in my pants was covering the
lips of my pussy as well now.
The man and the woman was still staring, then the man mumbled
"Oh my god... Are you OK?" The woman took a step back, turned around
and left.
I panicked and started to walk towards the door, probably leaving
a trail of shit. Tears started running down my face, i had never been
so embarrassed in my life. To my horror i felt a big turd slide out
of my panties; they were sagging so much.
Because of the loose-fitting pants there was nothing i could do, it
fell down the trouser-leg and onto the floor.
Two salespersons came towards me, the woman must have had told them.
I couldn't take any more, I started to run. Of course that only
attracted more attention, and i am sure more customers must have seen
the bulge and the brown stain.
Once out on the street, i had no idea on how to get home. i couldn't
stand the thought of public transportation, everybody would have
been able to smell what i had done.
And how could i sit down in a taxi?
I ended up buying a newspapaer and sat on that in the taxi, squashing
the poo all over my buttocks.
After just half a minute, the taxi driver opened the window and looked
at me in the mirror, absolutely disgusted. I smelled awful.
He couldn't wait to get me out of his car.
Once at home, I took off my pants tried to clean up. The shock subsided
and I don't think I have been that horny ever.
I wiped the worst away from my asscrack and pussy, then got my dildo.
With one finger up my asshole i fucked myself untill a came twice.
Even though this task was not all enjoyable, i think i will poop my
pants again some time, but maybe without using a laxative.
I had never taken a laxative before and was not aware it would give
me the runs like that.
I would love to get another humiliating task.
-m-
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