Posted by Andy on October 06, 2000 at 12:34
I am wondering if panty pissing and pooping is psychologically addictive. For many years I have found shitting in my pants to be an enjoyable and relaxing experience.However just recently I feel that I have become addicted to this habit. Is habit the right word? Perhaps obsession is a more accurate word. I enjoy pooping to such an extent that I have been shitting my pants everyday. Clearly this is not normal. Most people would consider it disgusting. But I just lve soiling my pants. The truth is I get a tremendous sexual/mental release when a poop my pants. The feeling of having a wet sticky mess over my bum, balls and penis is just fantastic.I think about soiling myself often during the day!
Take last night .I decided to wear thermal long johns to bed. On top of my thermal pants I put on two pairs of ordinary knickers. At about 11pm I started to shit myself. Not a big load but a sizeable dollop.It felt great.I checked the front of my pants and saw a wet patch about the size of a golf ball. I then proceeded to go to sleep. At about 2am I woke up in need of a pee. I noticed immediately that I had already wet my pants. A stain about the size of a football had now appeared. Also by lying on my back brown stains had appeared near my bum.I then returned to bed and fell asleep. At 6am I proceeded to have a massive shit.A huge sausage like mound slopped into my thermal pants. I started to squeeze my buttocks and enjoyed the wonderful sensation. At the same time urine started spurting from my penis. Wonderful!By 8am my pants were totally soaked. I got up and admired the huge brown stain which covered my bum and lower back. First there was the urine stain followed by a mass of shit. I felt that I was in heaven. Since I did not have to go to work I laid in my mess for a further two hours. The smell was pretty strong . But I like the smell of urine and shit. Clearly there is something wrong with me. At work I wish that I could see one of the girls shit into their pants so I could see a lovely brown stain appear.
Right now I am writing this message with a full very wet load and badly stained trousers.Do you think I am addicted? I love pooping but think things are getting totally out of control. Will I become fully incontinent or suffer from bowel problems? Help
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