Posted by bobby on May 28, 2001 at 09:53
I am new to the board.Until i read all these stories,i thought i was a weirdo
.I have practiced desperation for years without even knowing there was a word for it.I like to go to bed after hours of holding my bladder and see if i can sleep all night without an accident.when i am out i will not go until i feel like i am going to explode.I wait until i am bent over in pain and i feel like i gained 30 pounds.When i finally go to the bathroom,it seems like i pee forever.The only thing that i notice when i hold my bladder for a very very long time is that when i am finished urinating if i come out of the bathroom and go sit down,a large squirt of piss comes out and puts a wet spot on my jeans.Does anyone know if this is normal?When i was young,i remember that my dad would sit at the table and drink about 8 beers before he would go to the bathroom.I could hear him peeing for a very long time in order to empty his bladder.Do you think i could have picked up my desperation habit from my dad?This is the first time i posted a message on this board,even though i have been reading it for about a week. I finally got the courage to post.Another thing that might sound weird is that i enjoy reading the messages the most when my bladder is very full.Hope i am not crazy.