Posted by Annie on December 18, 1998 at 10:42
I sometimes wet myself accidentally, because I have a habit of holding it a little too long. The purpose is not to stage an accident, but it sometimes happens when I do not pay attention to my need before it is almost too late. I never liked telling people around me that I have to go, so I usually wait (or try to wait) until I can go without being noticed. And I often wait although there is no one around, just because it is so boring giong to the bathroom to pee when I'm busy doing something else. I have been like this since I was a little girl, and my mom used to ask me if I had to go if she saw the signs. I very often denied it. Now I am 30 years old, and still not any better controlling myself.
Anyway, yesterday it happened again. I sleep very deep, and sometimes when I wake up I realize after some seconds that I have to pee badly, and have to hurry to the bathroom. This last week have been full of late nights, and yesterday after work I was so sleepy that I fell asleep on the sofa at six o'clock in the afternoon. I was woken up by the phone at 21.00 - very confused, at first I thougt it was in the morning. It was a friend of mine calling, and I haven't spoken to her in some time, we had lots of things to talk about. I quickly realized that my bladder was very full, but I didn't want to stop the conversation on the phone (I sometimes have had to do that, usually when people wake me up with the phone in the evening) , so I kept on talking to her. I was wiggling and couldn't sit still, so I got up ad tried to stand on the floor, but that was worse. I sat down again quickly on the side of the sofa, but nothing helped and I had to put my hand between my legs. I was wiggling too, and kept going like this through the whole phone talk. Sometimes I had to hop around, and I must have sounded a bit distant to her. At last, I felt I could not hold it any more, and got a bit eager to end the conversation. I tried to end it a few times, but it took a few tries before we said bye. I was desperat and headed for my bathroom. And the classical bathroom phenomenon got me again - when I see the toilet or know I am close to being able to releave myself, I start peeing. I was wearing cotton panties and black pantyhoses, and felt everything getting wet before I had reached the toilet and pulled my panties down. I peed through everything and felt it running down my leg when I reached the toilet. It was too late to save my panties and pantyhose - they were already wet thorugh, but maybe I could save the floor, so I just sat dowm on the toilet and finished in my panties. I felt so releaved afterwords, but also very stupid - why couldn't I just have told my friend I had to go and called her up again. This is not the first time I wet my pants on the phone, either.