Posted by Hal on January 03, 2000 at 12:45
I posted the diaper part of my day on the diaper site, but here is the desparation part.
I started out today with the decision that I would see just how long I could last. I do not believe that anyone can go all day without a pee like some posts would have you believe. Lucky for me I decided to use protection to avoid embarassment. (any coincidence that embarassmetn includes the words bare ass?)
I started with my regular pee before 8AM. As the need grew over the next couple of hours, I began to have trouble holding it. I discovered that, yes, men do a pee dance, at least I did at times. It did not help, I started involintarily and slowly wetting when I stood up from the car. I could feel the pee escaping and had trouble stopping it. I did not want to be soaked so soon. As I walked around an empty house, all alone, I let some go to maintian the need to pee but release some of the pressure.
I also love the feeling of peeing while sitting in my car. It seems that when driving I can not pee - I guess I concentrate too hard on the driving as it should be. When I stopped at lights, The pee began to flow.
I found that I love the feeling of lack of controll (when I am not worried about discovery)I also love the warm hot wetness runing over my crotch and into my pants or diaper.
I am now still in the diaper as described on the diaper board. I have to get back to work so I will remain wet for some time.
Does anyone else like the voluntarily forced desparation? (It is horrible to force it on soemone else against their will).
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