Posted by Julie on January 07, 2000 at 02:35
I am so shy - my real name is not Julie but first letter is a "J" but I want for now to be anonomyous. I have watched this site for about 2 years with a lot of interest (and a lot of masterbating) ... and late at night and in the morning a lot of panty wetting. I am female 33 yrs old and for a long time I have had this urgency almost every day to just pee my panties, play with myself and explode in the morning as I wake up. My parents were religeous bible-thumpers and any self-expression was considered a sin. God forbid I should have a desire to make a baby!
I have a day job as an administrative assistant in a financial institution for the last 12 years. I am blonde long hair down to middle of my back, 5ft 7" and 36c-28-39 ... and most of the men there undress me daily with their looks ... I can feel it.
At night I get on the chat-rooms and talk to strangers and wet my panties .... later in the morning after I wake up I wet my panties again and also play with myself alot ... I don't trust strangers but I have this strange feeling that I am different. I cannot relate to anyone at work (500 employees in the office building) because I cannot trust anyone. Although a lot of guys try to hit on me I still don't trust them and so I don't get out much.
Just posting this message for all the inmates of society out there that I too am one of you. I give my vibrator a good workout very often and explode in my panties. Everyone I know says I am a "knock-out" with good looks but I don't have the courage to start any relationship with any guy.
I don't know if there are any solutions to the problem ... just posting this to let other wetset fans know that there is a very sexually frustrated female that loves her vibrator and wets her panties all the time and doesn't have the courage to make a date with anyone. Isn't that sad??? Yes it is ... and I'll drink to that ... and get drunk ... and pee my panties ... oh if only my mythical Adonis would cum to me or on me ... "Is that your final answer?" Yes - Luv ... Please do it to me!