Posted by Val on January 07, 2000 at 11:04
May I start by apologising most sincerly for any offence that I may
have in advertantly caused with my last mail message. I am most
definatley not a ********* (I cannot even bring myself to type the
word). I wrote the message as it happened in complete innocense, I
really am sorry, I love and care for my 2 daughters more than
the world itself, I would not do anything of that nature. The
thought of it knocks me sick. I may have a court case soon for
custody of them, I would rather kill myself.
Once again please forgive me and don't think of me in that way.
Secondly I'd like to tell you about a slight mishap I had around tea
time. While driving home from work I began to need the toilet and
to make matters worse the traffic was very heavy. By the time I
got home I was dancing in my seat and I had to run up the drive
almost bent double holding myself. It was blatent to anybody who
saw me that I desperatly needed the toilet. I fumbled with my
keys for a few seconds opened the door, dropped my handbag and
ran upstairs, the front door was left wide open. By the time I
reached the top of the stairs my short navy blue skirt was already
up around my waist. I ran into the bathroom and tucking my thumbs
into my underwear I yanked down my tights, knickers and
incontinence pants. Well I had only pulled them down 6 inches or
so when I saw a thick stream of pee emerge from my pubic bush. It
splashed everywhere down my legs on the floor and into my underwear.
As the flow continued I pulled my underwear down to my knees and
sat on the toilet to finish, I soon realised the seat was wet.
It took me 20 minutes to clean the bathroom and another 20 minutes
to shower and change. I suppose I should have just gone in my pants
but you don't think logically at the time.
They have only been needed once at work this week and then I only
had a minor accident. I would have had to change my tights and
panties usually, it would not have been visible to anybody.
Finally may I just ask for a little advise. I am seeing a man for
the first time on a date tommorrow, it was tonight but Karla could
not baby sit them. I am a little concerned about wearing my pants,
I will probably wear a heavy duty towel instead. Don't get me
wrong I don't intend sleeping with him, but he may well have a feel
in that area. At least with a pad I can just tell him its the time
of the month. I would feel so embarressed telling him that I have
a problem going to the toilet. Ok he may find it a turn on but
equally he may be like my ex and find it horrible and childish.
What would you girls do in my situaion? Indeed what would you men
think if you were him?