At the start of this video I am crying, and rocking back and forwards like a sad little girl. I am feeling dark and unsure in my soul about my love for diapers. I am conflicted between what I know good... [more]
Dear Diary, I had that same dream again. I really don't understand why every time I go to bed I dream exactly the same thing, without any modification. The dream is that I am walking down the street and I... [more]
Even with pains in my tummy, there is still something special about being desperate. Maybe it comes on suddenly, like it did for me today, or maybe it's because I deliberately wait too long. Whatever the... [more]
For as long as I can remember, there was always the perfect solution whenever I was feeling blue or upset - wet myself! Often I would hide in a corner and wet my pants, but better was putting on one of my... [more]
As I was weighing myself on the bathroom scales this morning I felt a rumbling in my tummy. I had been feeling it on and off while I was sleeping, which meant I'd had a restless night. There was clearly... [more]
I'm on my knees with my head on the floor with the back of my diaper directly facing you. You hear me fart, and then the crackling sounds as my diaper swells and bulges with poop. It feels to good, so warm... [more]
When I come home from school and my panties are wet or full of poop, Daddy says I'm a big baby, and puts a diaper on me. But he doesn't know I just did it on purpose in the driveway! When I wet my pants... [more]
I'm all dressed up and ready to go out to the Sunday market - I'm wearing my new boots, cutoff blue jeans shorts, and of course I've got a diaper on underneath. Even though the shorts are pretty small and... [more]
I love the feeling of a poop filled diaper bulging under my jeans! I love doing it with my jeans on, as I enjoy having to push harder against the tight material. This time though I've chosen to pull my... [more]
Then I wanted to feel the squishy diaper through my shorts, and I pushed super hard again and filled my diaper even more! Then I pressed the diaper really hard between my legs until I felt all tingly. I... [more]
But it's not going to stay clean and dry for long, because I lied when Daddy asked me if I needed to use the bathroom. I often do that, so I can wet myself before I fall asleep. But this time I need to poop... [more]
Last night I had a dream - I was given a pair of jeans as a gift for my birthday from my friends. I had always had a strange fascination with wanting to do it in my pants, and that same feeling came over me... [more]
I have a red book which is a combination diary and scrapbook, containing all kinds of secret stuff. A lot of it is about the beginnings of my desire to be a dirty little girl, and my thoughts and feelings... [more]
But that's not all I'm filling - I'm gonna fill my diaper as I think about her. I imagine seeing her pee and poop stained panties under her skirt - I imagine us exchanging panties, and giving each other... [more]
Then I started to have naughty thoughts. I wished I had the perfect boyfriend here to smash that ball of poop against my ass! That would really make me explode with pleasure. And I'd want him to tell me... [more]
What do naughty, dirty little girls do when they wake up in the morning? First, whether they've wet their diaper during the night or not, they happily wet or rewet themselves. That one is to be expected, as... [more]
I sat on the couch and started masturbating with my hand down the front of the diaper, before sliding down to the floor, opening my legs wide and doing it! And by doing it I mean of course messing myself!... [more]