Posted by Jenn on December 08, 2010 at 12:08 [99.50.179.110]
In Reply to: Question for you guys posted by Jenn on December 07, 2010 at 14:27
Thank you so much for the replies!
I think that I want to try doing this by myself first. Maybe I’ll get off on it (I know that my recent masturbation thoughts keep drifting back to pooping in my pants). I think because my recent searching has led me to several videos I’m seeing the sexy side to it. As some of you mentioned, I think what’s turning me on when I think about it is the fact that the act is so “wrong.” It’s not really hurting anyone and it breaks so many social taboos in my head. I’m getting kind of hot just coming to this forum and writing this post. I am going to do it tonight by myself (I’ll have the place to myself for at least an hour or two).
I still have two big fears though. (1) Now that I’ve built it up in my head, actually doing it will be a let down or that I’ll get grossed out by actually doing it (you know – the smell etc.). (2) That once I do it alone, I’ll like it and then try to do it with my husband but that this is something he likes to do by himself and he’ll be mad or ashamed or something. I mean, I like to share everything with him but it’s okay to have some secret pleasures that you don’t share with anyone.
Anyway, I have a few more questions – sorry. How is the clean up? I mean should I just plan on throwing out my panties after or will they come clean? Why was my husband standing over a mirror? Is watching it a big part or is it just the feeling? Should I try to time my orgasm (what I mean is that I’m sure I’m going to use my vibrator during this but should I poop and then masturbate or try to cum right as I’m doing it (though just typing that out makes it seem complicated – I’ll be lucky to be able to do it at all I suppose)). How do you keep from peeing at the same time (I know – who cares at that point but I want to know if I can do this while I’m in the computer room and I don’t want to pee all over the carpet).
I know that this is probably different for everyone and that I’m over thinking this but I appreciate all of your views.
Thanks!
Jenn ~
Email: jpete@gmail.com