Posted by Julia on December 24, 2010 at 14:39 [68.192.151.63]
In Reply to: Toilet Violations Punishment Committee posted by Arnold Ziffel on December 21, 2010 at 21:03
NAME: Julia
TVPC Punishment Essay
Offense: Yelling Out and Using Profanity During a TVPC Session
Offense Date: 12/21/10
Length: 2,000 Words
Due Date: 12/28/10
I am very sorry for my outburst and my bad language at the TVPC meeting on Tuesday. I am very thankful that you have reduced my punishment to only 2,000 words instead of 5,000 words. That will save me a lot of work. I assure you that you will not have another outburst from me and that there will be no need to re-assign me the original 5,000 word essay.
There is no excuse for what I did at the TVPC meeting and I certainly don’t mean to offer this as an excuse. I only wish to explain what happened at the meeting and why I got so upset. I got upset because my sister Claudia was getting upset and I was trying to help her. I understand that you have to punish her for messing in her panties and I realize that it’s worse when she does it at a school function like a concert. But when you start talking about punishing her at future concerts, I got really upset because Claudia lovers these concerts and you know that, even though she is only a freshman, she is the best violin player you have. I don’t like to see her get punished at all, but I especially don’t want to see her punishment extend to future concerts. It’s when you started talking about that is when I lost my temper. Again, I am very sorry for that.
I know that you don’t like it when Claudia goes in her panties. I don’t like it either, but I understand how she feels. I remember when I first started high school and I didn’t like do my bowel movements in the school girls’ rooms, either. Actually, I still don’t like doing that at school, but I just came to realize that as bad as the girls’ rooms may be, going in your pants is just that much worse. I even wet my pants a few times when I was a freshman because I wouldn’t even do that in the girls’ room. At least Claudia never really had a problem with that. Now, we just have to get her used to using the girls’ room for her bowel movements, too.
It may seem hard to believe after the several times that she’d done it, but Claudia really does hate it when she messes in her panties. And she certainly doesn’t like it happening at a big concert like it did Tuesday night. She really does get upset when the accidents happen and she was more upset than I’d ever seen her after it happened at the concert. I don’t think any of us can even imagine how bad it must have been for her to be standing there at the concert as the featured violinist, playing the violin with a big load in her panties for all to see. Like I said, I’ve messed in my own panties more than a few times when I was a freshman like her. But I never I had to stand up in front of people and do something like play the violin after it happened. I don’t think I could have ever done anything like that like Claudia did. But that just shows you how much she is dedicated to playing the violin and performing in the school shows that she could just keep on playing as she did something as embarrassing as making a mess in her panties. And that is why I got so upset and had my little outburst when you and Mr. Hornman were talking about taking that away from her and not letting her perform at future concerts.
I also got a little upset at Claudia getting 1,000 times for her accident and getting an especially long sentence to write as well. I think that 500 times would have surely been enough for what she did. I know that she has messed in her panties a few times before and I know she should expect to get it worse for doing it while representing the school at the concert. But she hasn’t really done it that many times and you know that she certainly didn’t do it on purpose. And I think you should have considered how she really is trying to do better and hadn’t had an accident for a long time before this one. And I think one week of detention would have been more than enough to teach her a lesson this time especially when you’re making her sit on the toilet for her detention. So I was kind of already upset at her getting so much punishment to begin with and then you started talking about the other thing – about her not being able to perform at concerts – and that get me really mad and upset. Again, I really don’t mean this as an excuse for what I said because there really is no excuse for what I said. I just mean to say that I hope you can understand what I was upset about and how I was upset for my little sister.
I got upset because I know that Claudia is trying really hard to do better and to stop messing in her panties in school. She’s been working really hard at improving her toilet habits and I’ve been working really hard with her. It’s just that she is really shy about her toilet matters and she doesn’t like people to know when she’s got to do a bowel movement. She doesn’t like to be sitting on the toilet in a girls’ room stall doing that when other people can hear what she is doing. But I’ve been trying really hard to make her realize that she can’t always just hold it in and wait until she gets home like she wants to. And when she can’t hold it in and wait until she gets home, she needs to learn that she has to go to the girls’ room and take care of it to avoid messing in her panties. And she has to realize, of course, that going in the toilet – even the toilets in the girls’ rooms in school that she doesn’t like – is better than going in her panties.
As I’ve said, I’ve been trying to help her and she really is getting better about this. I used to go in my panties a lot and then I learned to use the girls’ room when I needed to and I know Claudia can learn that, too. She is already learning that as she has done BMs in the school girls’ rooms a few times and it’s been a while before this one when she had her last accident. I know what she did Tuesday night was a really bad accident that everyone could see and it embarrassed not only her, but the whole band and the whole school. I know that she had a chance to go to the girls’ room at intermission and obviously that is what she should have done. Obviously, she should have known that she wasn’t going to hold all that in until she got home. But I’m just trying to say that she is learning to do better and she really is doing better in spite of what happened at the concert. Believe me, no one is more sorry and upset about what happened than she is and she has those 1,000 lines to write and those 2 weeks of detention sitting on the toilet to make her feel even worse about it.
I really have been working with her and trying to help her do better with her toilet habits. I think you know that I have. Claudia and I meet up in the girls’ room before lunch ever day now and I stay with her while she goes in and uses the toilet. She always uses this time to urinate, but I insist that if she does need to do the other thing, that she does that, too. Maybe it’s just a thing between sisters but I can always tell when she needs to go. When I first started taking her to the girls’ room like this, she would say that she really didn’t have to go that bad and she was just going to hold it in until she got home. But I know from my own experience of having accidents in school, that that is only an excuse. If it’s only lunchtime and you already need to have a bowel movement – even a little bit – you really need to go and do it in the girls’ room because you aren’t going to be able to hold it in long enough to make it home. I learned that lesson when I was a freshman and I’m trying to make Claudia learn that lesson as well. If Claudia does need to go BM at lunchtime, I’m making sure that she does and that way she’s not going to have any more accidents or at least, not as many accidents as she has been having.
I know that Claudia is trying really hard to do better and that is one of the reasons I got so upset and angry at this whole thing happening and to see her getting punished so bad for it. With me there in the girls’ room to help her, she really is starting to do her bowel movements in the school bathrooms and she is starting to realize that they really aren’t so bad. I’m not saying that she’s actually learning to like using them (I don’t even like using them myself), but she’s learning that using them isn’t nearly as bad as trying to hold it in and then messing in her panties. She’s also well aware of the punishment she has to do when she messes herself in school and how the punishment is going to keep getting worse the more times that she does it. As much as I hate to see my sister get punished at all, I do think the punishment is starting to help her. I mean, I can tell her that taking a few minutes to do her BM in the toilet is better than the hours it takes to write her punishment lines and all the time she has to spend in detention when she has accidents. I can use that to convince her to go and use the toilet to avoid the punishment. I just don’t think you had to punish her as bad as you did this – it’s really a lot more punishment than you’ve ever given her before – and you certainly don’t need to prevent her from performing at future concerts. She really has learned her lesson from this.
I really wish that I could have been there that night but I just couldn’t get out of work in time. If only I’d have been there, I would have taken her to the girls’ room and I’m sure that she would have been able to do what she needed to do and none of this would have happened. And poor Claudia has got to be the unluckiest person on earth to have to go at a concert like that, when she was the featured violinist, and not to have me there to take her to the girls’ room. She really is getting better, but she just wasn’t ready yet to be doing a big BM in a packed girls’ room at the intermission of the show.
But once again, I am really sorry for my outburst and my language at the TVPC meeting on Wednesday. I hope by virtue of this apology essay, I have been able to explain exactly what led me to my unfortunate outburst and I hope that you take it as not meaning any disrespect to the TVPC. I hope that this explanation and apology is sufficient at 2,000 words and that you won’t make me write the full 5,000 words. I thank you for not making me write the full 5,000 words I assure you that I have learned my lesson already and that there will not be another outburst from me and that further punishment will not be necessar
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