Posted by gbuu on November 11, 1998 at 20:44
It's an interesting discussion about seeing your mom peeing. I saw my mother wet herself several times in the past. (She doesn't live anymore) But she always did it when she was laughing loudly. That happened mainly when we had a party at house. I remember I often heard my father or his brother in law say at these moments: "Oh my God, here she goes again". During these moments my mother was just standing up, laughing like hell and keeping her legs crossed. "Are you wetting yourself again?" was a common remark from my father in these situations. It looked like everyone enjoyed these situations because they were all laughing at these moments. At least that was what I thought as a little boy. But I didn't like it at all. In fact, I always felt quit embarrassed when my mother had such accidents. When my little sister had such an accident that was funny, but my mom… she was much too old to wet her pants, was my opinion as a little boy.
In those days, I'm talking about the late 60's, you didn't have "use only once" sanitary towels as there are in these days. My mother used some kind of washable cotton thick things I remember. Once a month a lot of them were hanging on the clothesline. I was maybe 9 years old or so and didn't have any idea what it was. I once asked my mother what that strange things were and she turned pretty red and told me that was "because mom sometimes leaked a little bit". I had no idea what she really meant but I immediately thought it must be because of her "laughing accidents". I did got the clue these things must be inside her panties but understood the real reason years later.
I agree with Fluidity (it was him I think) that maybe these things in the past may be the cause of our wet fetish today. I mean, seeing your mom wet herself. In my case it certainly wasn't. Till the last days of her life (she died quit suddenly) she had those laughing accidents. I love to see a woman wet herself, but not my mom. That may sound strange but it's the truth. I always kept the embarrassing feeling when she did so.
I'm sure, in my youth, I was much more influenced by my little sisters friend. I was maybe 10 or so and they were 2 years younger. My sisters friend had the strange habit of holding back as long as possible. And for some reason that intrigued me. I often saw her doing the pee dance and more than once she was a bit too late at the bathroom. A little wet spot in the crotch of her pants was the result after coming back from the toilet. I guess most of the boys wouldn't even noticed it, but for some reason I always did. It fascinated me. When I saw her doing the pee dance I even hoped she would have an accident. I remember once we were playing in our back yard when I saw her squatting down (she was wearing a short skirt) and while acting very normally she suddenly started peeing though her light green panties. I couldn't believe my eyes. My sister didn't notice and I acted as if I didn't see it. But I enjoyed seeing that stream pouring out of her panties a lot. Well, I was just 10 so no sexual feelings. Just a funny thing to see. But I think that sighting influenced me a lot. It was the start of my current wetting fetish. From that moment on I watched her and other girls very closely when I had the idea they probably had to pee bad. And don't get me wrong. The age of girls I love to see doing this grew with my own age. See a young girl wet herself or doing the pee dance doesn't do a thing to me these days. I just wrote it down to explain I know very well that my wetting fetish started at a very young age. When my sister had had a much more proper friend I maybe never found out about it.
Comments and remarks are welcome.