As I sat in the train on the way home from work, my mind was focused on my desperate need to piss and poop, and I began to get horny as I pictured my plan to wet and mess myself. There was a cute guy sitting opposite, and I knew he was looking, so I casually opened my legs slightly. I never wear panties under pantyhose, so I'm sure he got a good look. That turned me on even more, and I imagined messing myself right there in front of him. One day I'll work up the courage to do something like that, but for now my dirty desires are still my special naughty secret.

One of my very first accidents that I can clearly remember was wetting and messing in my jeans. At first I was really upset, and I can remember the embarrassment as I walked to the back door (my "walk of shame") to tell my Mom what had happened. But I can also remember how nice and warm it felt, and that little tinge of excitement over what I'd done. My Mom wasn't even cross and didn't seem to care - she just told me to clean myself up. Her non reaction seeded in my mind the thought that it was ok to wet and poop myself. The wonderful feelings overcame any shame, so I went on to become a habitual wetter and pooper!

I've got some new party tights, and they look so pretty. I really like the little black bows down the legs. I can't wait to try them on. Oh yes, they look great and they're sexy too. I'm looking forward to wearing them out under an equally sexy dress, but I'm looking forward to something else too - wetting myself and filling them with a big poop! It's the same with all new clothes I buy. Even as I'm choosing clothes in the store, I always think what it would feel like to piss and shit myself in them!

I don't even have to do it to get horny, just thinking about it is enough to get my juices flowing. Like often sitting at my desk at school my mind would wander and I'd start daydreaming about what I was going to do in my pants when I got home. I'd plan it all out, what I was going to wear, where I was going to do it etc. And before I knew it, I'd be getting all sticky in my panties. Well nothing has changed. I still find myself daydreaming at work about hot piss flooding around my pussy and pushing a big load of poop into my panties. I long for that sexy feeling of spreading warmth, and then how I'll masturbate and fuck myself afterwards!

I did a huge dirty poop in my blue panties and shiny, tight, black faux leather pants. It was the best feeling you can imagine, as the warm shit pushed up against the tightness of my pants, and with nowhere to go except across my ass and between my legs. The spreading warmth was the sexist feeling ever, and really got my pussy tingling. I squished and squeezed the bulge, then I pull down my pants to push out more. What a sight!

I love doing it in pantyhose - nothing else shows the growing bulge from tiny to huge as perfectly. I also love the way that the warm poop can more easily spread over my ass cheeks and up between my legs, engulfing everything in its path. And then I piss myself right into the big messy pile, warming my pussy even more, and increasing my arousal. It's that spreading warm feeling that is one of the most erotic parts of messing myself, something I have always loved about it. I get a similar feeling from wetting myself, but the warm feeling from pooping myself lasts longer.

I had been constipated for about a week, which is not great for someone whose sexual needs require messing herself on a daily basis. I had to be content with just wetting myself, but I also knew that I was going to be in for a real treat when the constipation finally ended. And I wasn't wrong! As soon as I woke up I could feel the blockage had shifted, and the build up inside me was starting to move. I felt a tingle between my legs, knowing that today was the day I about to fill my pants with an enormous pile of poop!

No parents would ever want to admit that their daughter still wets and messes herself way past the age when she should have stopped. Nor would they ever want to admit that they often still have to diaper her because she can't be trusted with big girl panties. Well I'm that daughter, and no, I can't be trusted! Imagine what they'd think if they knew I was still doing it as an adult. And not just doing it sometimes, but doing it every day, either in my panties or totally enjoying myself by reliving memories of doing it in a diaper!

There's nothing better than a pair of crisp and clean white panties, fresh from the clothes dryer, for when I'm in the mood to be a dirty girl, a dirty girl aching to piss and shit herself! They're exactly like the regulation ones I had to wear to school, only white allowed. I get a twinge of sexual arousal as I step into them and pull them up my legs, as I know what's about to happen. I know I'm going to wet and mess myself, and it turns me on. Very soon they're going to look like my school panties often did AFTER school!

After showing off my sexy lacy black panties and stockings, I started to feel horny, as I knew what I was planning to do. So I took out my big dildo and started fucking myself with it. When I was sufficiently aroused, I did a huge long piss, shooting a fountain through my panties and into the air. Then with my butt in a big puddle of piss, I pushed out a massive poop, filling up my lacy panties to the max. I felt the bulge with my hand, and finding out how big it was I started to get extra horny. And extra horny for me means more fucking myself with my favorite dildos!

Having filled my jeans, I then filled my head with embarrassing but horny fantasies. I imagined I had done it in a crowded room, with people all around. I imagined I had done it at school and everyone was looking at me. The fantasies got me so horny and hot that the desire to be a super dirty girl got the better of me. I pulled down my jeans, smeared the shit over my ass and then all over my tits and hard nipples. Then I got out two different dildos and fucked myself senseless in my pussy and ass!

It's the sexiest feeling ever! The feeling of warm poop poking against the fabric of my panties, then breaking through and filling them up. As they become heavier, I start to piss myself too - the combination of wetting and messing myself at the same time is the horniest thing ever, and something I will never get tired of doing. In fact, as time goes on I need to do it more and more. It's become note only the best way to get myself off, but increasingly the ONLY way to get myself off. I think about it so often - about the last time I did it, and about the next time, which is usually not far off.

It was the weekend and I was determined to indulge my dirty sexual fantasies to the max. I had already decided I was going to do it in my old blue jeans, but I held on for as long as I could. I wanted to lose all control so it would feel like having a real accident. I waited and waited, then at the last moment I put on my jeans. I was just in time, because the moment I got them on, I lost it. I couldn't hold back any longer, and filled my old blue jeans with a huge, warm poop! It's hard to describe what an amazing turn on it was, my clit and nipples instantly going rock hard!

I did a big long warm piss and a huge dirty poop in my shiny, tight, black faux leather pants. It was the best feeling you can imagine, as the warm shit pushed up against the tightness of my pants, and with nowhere to go except across my ass and between my legs. The spreading warmth was the sexist feeling ever, and really got my pussy tingling. I squished and squeezed the bulge, then I pull down my pants to push out more. What a sight!

Two new videos for the price of one. In the first video Black & Brown, I do an enormous shit in my shiny, tight, black faux leather pants, and the second video White & Brown I put on a cute little top and white lacy panties and proceed to fill them with a big bulging poop!