At the start of this video I'm laughing hysterically, but I don't even know exactly why. I'm sure though it's to do with my current confused mental state. I know what I want - to be a baby girl in diapers all the time, and to use them whenever I need to - but sometimes the guilt can be overwhelming. It distresses me that I can't tell anyone, even close friends, about my most important desires. I don't like that I have to keep it big secret. I would love it to be out in the open, but that can never be. I could probably tell them almost anything else except wanting to be diapered. I know what they'd think of me and that's scary. How can something so harmless be so taboo?

I'm feeling horny and I need to piss. I slide my hand inside my diaper and find that special spot while I squeeze my nipples. I want to be fully aroused when it happens - I want my pussy swollen and open when I let go. I know you guys can't do that, but it's the most erotic feeling ever - hot piss swirling around my pussy, flowing over it, running down between my legs, in my butt crack and warmly soaking my bottom. I want to feel the sodden diaper encasing all my girl parts - the diaper all full and swollen with pee, bunched up between my legs. And then it will be time for me to cum!

As you've possibly read on my store page, I've always had an interest in other girls' panties. Mine were always at least a bit dirty, and any chance I got I loved checking out my friends' panties to see if they were dirty too. I haven't done it in ages, but today I saw a pair of used panties in the change room at the gym and impulsively stole them, shoving them quickly in my bag. All the way home I thought about them - how another girl had been wearing them - but now they were mine to use for my own sexual pleasure! First though I wanted to set the mood.

For as long as I can remember, there was always the perfect solution whenever I was feeling blue or upset - wet myself! Often I would hide in a corner and wet my pants, but better was putting on one of my night diapers and wetting myself on my bed. That wonderful warm feeling spreading out under my bottom and between my legs was pretty much the best remedy for anything. It transported me to a time when I was very little and never had anything to make me sad.

Pretty much every "expert" on the subject says that no bedwetter ever wets the bed on purpose. I call bullshit on that. And not just from my own experience, but that of many others I know. In fact, there are 5 kinds of "accidents on purpose" that I have enjoyed over my life. The first is when I don't use the bathroom before bed. I feel super naughty laying there being diapered, giving assurances I'm going to try to be a big girl, but knowing full well what I plan to do. Then I lay in bed, getting sleepy, and just before I fall asleep I delight in the warmth spreading to all my special places.

I love going to work with my skin all pee soaked under my panties, the faint scent often noticeable to me. It turns me on to think that my coworokers might smell it too, and wonder about me. That's why every night after taking a shower, I always put on a diaper before going to bed. During the night, between dreams I drop a few drops of pee so that my vagina warms up, and that makes me go back to sleep. Sometimes when I am drowsing, I put my hands inside my diapers to push against my bladder. That makes me wet my diaper uncontrollably like a baby. I often wish I could go back in time to when it happened uncontrollably in my sleep, so I could wake up all soggy and surprised in the morning.

Oh LORD I have to pee so so bad. I rush into the bathroom only to see the toilet is clogged BADLY. I don't want to add to that and be embarrassed when I have to get help unclogging it. They'll know how much piss I put in there! I'm desperate. I can't piss in the sink, they'll smell it, I need something else. I go through drawers frantically hoping to find the answer and there it is! A Pampers Diaper! That should absorb everything right?

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Mandy is really tired and getting ready for bed. She talks about her day, shows you her puppy, but also makes sure she drinks enough water so that she's sure to wet herself during the night - and for that she's going to need to wear a diaper of course. She explains how nice it feels - all snug and comfortable and like she's all wrapped up.

Bella is lying back on her bed with her legs apart chatting with you on her cell phone. "Yeah, I'm really horny. Of course I'm wearing my diaper. What else would I be wearing? Well I'm wearing a bra, but only my diaper, and it's all wet. I'm so horny!" She continues talking sexy about her wet diaper and how excited she is, slowly rubbing herself through it, before taking her bra off and starting to play with her titties. "Yes, I'm touching myself! You wanna hear it?" As lowers the phone to between her legs so you can hear the noise the diaper makes as she rubs herself.

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Today I'd been feeling horny from the time I woke up. I had an early class so there was no time to play with myself in my wet diaper like I usually like to do in the mornings. My pussy tingled and I may well have just been at home playing with myself as my mind was about as far away from this class as it could get!

Bella is camming with you before bed, dressed in a very loose pajama top. As she bends over to type and look into the camera, her sexy boobs jiggle obviously inside. When she bends right over, you can see them totally. She asks you if you want to be teased, knowing full well that you do, so she lifts up her top and touches her nipple. "That's not what you really want to see though is it?" she asks with a grin. "I know what you really want to see!" She's wearing a colorful pair of little pajama pants, but there's something hiding underneath. "Guess what's under them."

Bella is in a sexy mood and feels like being a bit of a flirt. She teasingly lifts her black dress to show that she's wearing a diaper underneath. She wiggles and slaps her butt, touches her diaper and squishes it with her hand, making that lovely crinkly sound that only a fresh diaper can! Inside her diaper, Bella's pussy is all swollen and excited and she needs touch herself. She starts rubbing from the outside, but soon has her hand down inside fingering herself. There is nothing sexier than listening to a diaper make a crinkly sound because a hot girl is masturbating herself in it.

Bella is in her nursery playing with her toys, wearing a nice thick diaper. As she moves around on her bed, you get to see her diaper from all angles, all snugly bunched between her legs. At one point she lies back on her bed with her legs wide apart and feels the tight diaper with her hands, totally enjoying the feel of it.