I failed potty training - big time!!
"I was so hopeless at potty training. Lots of times I just couldn't help it, but I admit that sometimes I maybe didn't try as hard as I could have. When I was playing with my sister or watching TV, and there was a bad smell in the room or a wet patch on the couch - that was ME! Or when there were a pile of wet sheets waiting in the laundry to be washed - that was ME! I just couldn't stop wetting and pooping my panties, and I wet my bed regularly even when I was a big girl."
"So it's no surprise that my Mom put diapers on me way longer than my sister. My sister would tease me about it, but I didn't care. I liked how they felt, especially after I'd had an accident in them. And I never asked to be changed - I'd always wait until I was told to - I wanted to stay in them as long as possible, no matter how wet or messy I was."
"Even when my Mom stopped putting diapers on me, I still kept a pack hidden in my bedroom for special times, and now that I'm a big girl, I can have special times whenever I want! I love being a little girl again, playing games and dressing up cute - feeling the softness of the diaper on my butt and between my legs, and especially the feeling when I have an accident. It really was an accident, I promise! I'd never have an accident on purpose, would I? (^_^)"
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Daddy gave me a big long ribbon! I wanna use is as a skipping rope and play jumping on my bed. Up and down, twirl around - it's so much fun. I can wrap it around my bum, skip over it, do all kinds of things. Oops, I think I did a little pee pee in my diaper while I was jumping. Oh well, no matter. Oh, but now I need to do a poopy... but I don't want to stop playing. Maybe I could just do it in my diaper and tell Daddy it was accident?
Even though I'm only little, I still wonder what it might be like to be a big girl. I look at my mother's clothes and her jewelry, and I look at older girls in magazines - their style and fashion and makeup. I even cut out photos from magazines that I like. But none of them seem to have a diaper on like me, so I wonder if being a big girl means not wetting and pooping myself all the time.
I'm only little, so naturally I'm very curious. I like to crawl around and see what's in all the cupboards and drawers or on the desk. I like to make a mess too, and pull everything out onto the floor and have a good look. But sometimes while I'm exploring I accidentally make a mess of another kind, and have an accident in my diaper, and wet and poop myself. I don't mean to, but I'm very curious about that too. I also like to check out the big bulge that has appeared in the back of my diaper!
I was really going to try and be a big girl this time. When I felt the poopy coming I went to sit on my little pink My Pony potty, but I saw that Daddy hadn't cleaned it from when I did a big wee in it earlier. It was all yucky, and I didn't know what to do. The poopy was about to come and I couldn't find Daddy, so I hid behind the door and tried to hold on.
I have some questions about things I don't understand. I have heard other girls talk about things like this often, but I still don't understand. I don't think they're still in diapers and wet and poop themselves like me. So it might be different for them. But I know how it is for me, and I like it a lot - I just want to know if it's ok to have these feelings.
Toilet paper is really good fun to play with - unroll it, tear it up or draw on it. It's like fat party streamers. But what's it really for? Daddy says that when I'm a big girl I'll have to use it myself, but for now Whenever I have a dirty bottom, I just lie back with my legs apart and Daddy cleans me up with baby wipes. I could never imagine being able to clean up the big messes on my bottom with toilet paper or trying to do it myself.
When little girls let their imagination run wild, anything is possible! Daddy gave me a present - a new toy car, just the kind we see in movies together. So of course I wanted to play with it straight away. I zoomed it up and down and made it run along the chest of draws, but then I thought it needed to go through the car wash. I even drew my own car wash to drive it through.
I want to make Daddy proud of me, and to show him I'm being the proper little girl he wants me to be, and using my diapers instead of the toilet. And it's what I want too! I do want to be his little girl. So I didn't go poopy for a couple of days, so I could make the biggest dirty mess in my diaper and on my bottom. Then he would know for sure what a baby I was becoming.
What else can a little girl do when she's playing and needs to do a poopy, but there's no one around to take her to the potty? I need to do it, I can feel it coming. I'm going to do it! Right now! I'm doing it, the poopy is filling up my diaper. Ok, I'm done! My bottom is all dirty now! I didn't really have any choice did I? I had to do it in my diaper!
In my last movie I said I wanted to be a little girl again - a little girl who has accidents all the time and needs to be put back into diapers. Well I still want that more than ever. I want it to be how it was when I wet my bed all the time and filled my panties while I was playing, and my Mom would put a diaper on me. I secretly loved it when that happened, although I never let on. I especially loved being diapered at bedtime.
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Here I am, Here I am, How do you do ?)) It's a song for little girls, and that's what I want to be, without a care in the world. I don't want to have to worry about any big girl stuff, including using the big girl potty! If I need to pee or poop, I want to be able to just do it, no matter where I am or what I'm doing. And that's why I like wearing diapers, so I can wet or poop myself whenever I want.
Today I was playing Hide n Seek in Daddy's room. I was playing it by myself, which is not as good as the real thing, but when you're little like me, minor details such as that don't seem to matter. Lol. I crawled into his room sucking loudly on my pacifier. At first I wasn't sure what I wanted to do, but then I saw Daddy's closet. I wasn't supposed to look in there, cos that's Daddy's private stuff, but little girls can be very curious!
I started crawling towards the toilet potty because I knew there was a poopy coming. Daddy says I'm a big girl now and I shouldn't still be going poopy in my diapers. But I'm not really a big girl yet at all! I've still got my bottle and my pacifier, and Daddy keeps me in diapers all the time, so I don't know why he says I'm a big girl.
I know Daddy likes it when I act all little and have accidents in my clothes and diapers. He loves having to change me and clean my dirty bottom, so he especially likes it when I do big heavy poopy loads. So that's what I've done - I've been a little girl for him and charged up my cute little pullup with a nice big warm poop, right here in my bed!