CANDE WET DREAMS
Wet & dirty diapers - wet & dirty panties!
A drawing is a mixture of sensations, ideas and memories that are captured on paper. While I draw I have feelings that are difficult to express with words, and that is why I draw. I draw to bring out everything that dies inside. While drawing I want everything to come out of me - and not just on paper!
It's been a long week, one of those where I can't find myself, day after day pretending to be someone that I am not. I have to work all week trying as hard as I can to be big girl, but that's not who I am. I wish I didn't have to use the toilets at work - I wish I could just do it in my panties instead like I want to. I would only use the restrooms to clean up and... masturbate!! Or even better, I wish I could wear diapers to work, so I could just wet and poop myself whenever I felt like it!
I thought maybe a tiny poop in my panties wouldn't be noticeable - maybe I could do just a little ball of poop. But I should have known - once I started pooping I couldn't stop myself! It kept coming, making a big rounded bulge in my panties. By then I was past the point of no return - what the hell - so I pissed myself too. But I was so turned on - it was one of the best panty pooping and wetting moments of my life. And my therapist was about to get one of the biggest surprises of his life - who knows what was about to happen!
By now I was very aroused at the thought of what I was about to do. I put on some more comfortable pants with a diaper underneath. It was not one of the biggest diapers I have, but I knew my poop was going to be big, and I really wanted the diaper to be FULL and BULGING. And then I sat on my bed and waited for the pressure to build even more. When I knew I couldn't hold on any longer, I took off my pants, quickly felt between my legs and teased my butt hole quickly with my fingers. Then I got on all fours, with my butt sticking out, and just let the poop explode into my diaper. The poop was so hot as it exploded out of my butt and quickly filled the small diaper. It spread all the way through, right to the leg holes and between my legs to my pussy, and made a big wonderful, smooth, rounded bulge!
I left home early to walk in the park. I like to go for a walk on rainy days because there are very few people in the park exercising. Once there, I felt a tingling in my abdomen and a small stream of pee that wet my exercise pants. That little spurt of pee turned me on a lot so I knew it was time to go home. When I got there I stretched out my legs but I already knew what was going to happen next... and I was very much looking forward to it!
Sometimes I wonder why today's girls buy such small underwear. I remember that when I was a girl I looked at my mom's thongs and I didn't like them, it seemed to me something tremendously uncomfortable. I also remember that time as a teenager when all my friends started wearing thongs... one smaller than the other. How boring, I like funny panties! The ones that cover your butt completely.
It's so boring doing homework! I really can't concentrate, everything that happens around me distracts me. There are noises in the corridor that won't let me continue reading the slogans, and I'm already tired and bored. Another more deliberate distraction is that I like to fart and smell the scents while I'm sitting here. I just move a little to the side to let them out. Oh no, I think there's something bigger inside of me that wants to come out too!
Dear Diary, I had that same dream again. I really don't understand why every time I go to bed I dream exactly the same thing, without any modification. The dream is that I am walking down the street and I see at the bus stop a beautiful girl with a short skirt that the wind lifts and reveals some fluffy diapers underneath. I stop at that moment, perplexed, almost as if I had seen a ghost. All I can do is turn around and run.
The funniest thing about my secret is that beyond that window there is a big city that thinks I have a boring life. While I ponder on that and admire the beautiful architecture I feel stomach movements... something big wanted to come out of me a couple of hours ago but I wanted to hold it until I couldn't anymore. The pain was getting stronger but also more pleasant. The feeling of starting to lose control is very special to me - it makes me feel a little bit guilty, but it's exciting and arousing at the same time.
As I pooped I was peeing too and I could feel everything, warm and sensuous between that delicate diaper and my skin. That turned me on so much that I wanted to sit on my poop, and bounce up and down on the bed, and spread it towards my vagina. I just wanted something to penetrate me so that the shit would enter me. Then I came, and my day ended very happy because of the big mess I had made. I inspected the mess all over my dirty bottom and then lay back on my bed happy and exhausted - maybe to sleep, maybe to wet again - maybe to wake up and masturbate again!
I lay on the couch exactly like my cousin and diapered myself. The urge to be a dirty little girl came on immediately. I felt like I was going to explode! I wasted little time, pulling my knees back, legs apart and messed myself. Ahh, warm and stinky, what bliss! I put my hand down the front and gave myself a little rub. Then I took it off, inspected the damage, savored the aroma and put it back on - I needed to feel the warmth again, rub myself in the poop, and I needed to CUM! After my orgasm, I lay the messy diaper on the floor, but quickly put it back on - it was late and I wanted to fall asleep in my all my mess, and hopefully even wet myself as I slept!
A coworker recently confided in me that she was so nervous and desperate to use the bathroom that she had an accident in her panties on her wedding day! As she told me the details of what for her was a traumatic experience, I could feel myself getting aroused - I was getting wet in my panties and my clit was going hard. I wonder how she would react if she knew that straight after telling me her story, I was in the office restrooms, sitting on the toilet, legs apart and masturbating myself!
Both parts of my naughty wet and dirty movie at a discount price. Wetting & pooping my leotard & diaper, and touching myself and masturbating like there's no tomorrow!
After smelling my dirty leotard, I started to feel the juices flowing again - I knew I wanted to do it all again, but this time encased in a nice thick diaper. I touched my dirty butt and pulled my cheeks apart to feel the dried poop between them. Then I quickly reached for a diaper, as I desperately needed to pee again. I was so desperate that I started wetting even before I got it on properly. Mmm - the pee poured fast into the diaper, encasing my pussy in the warm sodden padding pulled tightly between my legs.
I took advantage of my morning off to do some exercises on my bike. I started to feel a bit turned on with the seat sitting snugly between my legs, and rubbing against my vagina. But then something went wrong, so I decided to lie down and rest and maybe rub myself. I only planned to do it for a bit, but every finger that brushed my vagina invited me to continue making it stronger. And then I started to pee - slow hot spurts through my leotard - each one getting me more and more excited. By the time I had finished wetting myself, my leotard was soaked.