Posted by Square duck on September 01, 2000 at 00:53
In Reply to: Help me understand posted by Sara on August 31, 2000 at 16:35
Sara, you have my deepest condolences in regards to the loss of your husband. In my experiences, nothing hurts worse than the loss of a loved one. As said below, time will heal and comfort.
As to your questions, I'm what is known as a diaper lover( one who wears and uses /ie: poop and wet/ diapers for fun and pleasure) and yes this also is a fetish. I have "practiced" this since I was young (around 6y/o) and my own "theory" if you will, is that I just had a bad experience with potty training. I have a younger brother 2 years younger and my mother was an alcoholic. I figure she didn't want to deal w/ 2 kids in diapers so my training was pushed up(?) I don't remember any of my early life so this is just a theory to explain my own behaviour. Children look at poop and bodily products as something they made and as a "gift" to mommy and daddy when training begins. What happens frequently is that once the child complies and Poops in the pot or what ever, the parents praise the child and promptly flush or dispose of the product or "gift" the child has produced. This causes a lot of different feelings for the child and sometimes they hold back and don't poop anymore, or delight in playing w/ thier "gift" since mommy didn't want it and flushed it away.
This is just info I have culled from various books regarding child rearing and potty training. I was reading these to try and understand my own behaviour. This was also way before I discovered the internet and this and other related sites.
The tecnical name for panty pooping is "coprolagnia" so I'm sure if you do a search using that you may find something. I havn't looked myself, though I might, just to see if my theory is correct or I'm barking up the wrong tree.
I sincerly hopes this helps in your search for info, and I wish you all the best of luck. If you need anything else, please feel free to post any questions here and we will endevor to answer them as best as we can, you are always welcome.
This is a good group of people here and we endevor to help when we can.
Bless you my dear and again good luck with your search. I hope you find what it is that you seek.
Sincerly,
Square duck
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