CANDE WET DREAMS
Wet & dirty diapers - wet & dirty panties!
I love waking up in the morning needing to poop. I already have my night diaper on of course, so there's no preparation needed - I can be a dirty little girl right there and then. Often I just do it while I'm lying in bed all sleepy and warm, but today I wanted to film myself so you guys could see. First I sat on the floor, still in my jammies, pressing down on on my tummy, and then with my jammies pulled down a bit I poked my butt hole with my hand through the diaper - I wanted to make it more urgent and feel like I had no control. It worked! Still with my jammies around my knees, the poop burst into my diaper causing a big bulge - I couldn't have stopped it even if I'd wanted to.
My trip to visit Grandma for her birthday got off to an ominous start when I was half way there in the car and realized I had forgotten to put any panties on! It certainly wasn't the first time I had forgotten to wear panties. Oh well, I figured I'd just keep my knees together and she'd be too old to notice anyway. But when she went to the kitchen to start cooking, I wandered off, poking my nose in places I probably shouldn't have. I looked in the closet in her guest room where I used to sleep when I stayed the night as a little girl - and what did I see? My old diapers! She hadn't bothered to throw them away. As soon as I saw them I just knew what I had to do.
I do what makes me happy, and I don't care if it makes sense to other people or what they might think. I do it because it feels so nice and so sexy. I've been doing it for so long I couldn't stop if I wanted to! Wetting and pooping myself means everything to me, and it's what makes me happier than anything else. Today I was sitting on my play mat the floor with a bare bottom, gently caressing my pussy with my hand. I was getting turned on, and I couldn't stop looking at the pile of diapers on the stand. I needed to pee and poop, but this time I wanted to try something different.
But I haven't put it on yet, it's waiting for me in my closet. I am still very far from the pleasure of feeling the diaper pressing on my body. It should be a short time before my friends retire. I'd like to wait to wear a diaper but I can't control my urge anymore. I'm so excited that my knees give way, my gaze changes. My heart beats like an engine, my blood pressure rises, my pulse races, and I just let myself go!
Do you think I look cute in my onsie, with a diaper bunched up underneath, my hair in pigtails and sucking on my pacifier? Well behind my cute and innocent appearance there lurks a naughty girl with a very naughty plan - I'm gonna wet and shit in my diaper until it's completely full and heavy - and then I'm gonna make myself cum! How's that for a naughty plan? I could of course be a big girl and use the bathroom, but where's the fun in that? I'd miss out on all the wonderful feels of my diaper wetting warm and full and my pussy getting excited. I wouldn't want to miss out on that, would I? That's what big girls like me who still want to wear diapers look forward to every day!
TODAY I WAS IN NO MOOD TO SETTLE FOR THE ORDINARY - WAY TOO HORNY FOR THAT! For some reason I was seriously horny today, and I needed something different to get myself off. I knew it had to involve being dirty, but I wasn't sure what. I waited a bit until I knew I really had to pee and poop and then took my skirt off, leaving me in just my tight top and pink full brief panties. Just play it by ear I thought - rub my pussy and see where my dirty desires take me - and believe me, I was filled with dirty desires that I knew couldn't possibly be ignored! My pussy was throbbing and my nipples were hard - whatever happened next was surely going to blow my mind!
I'm trying to be a big girl use the sewing machine and then I'm going to make some cookies. I'm going to surprise Daddy, and I'm excited to see which one he'll eat first. But there's something else getting me excited - I need to pee and poop. It happens every time - as soon as I feel I need to go, I get horny, and want to do it in my diaper and then make myself cum! It's like an automatic response which I can control, so sewing and making cookies will have to wait until I've had my wet and dirty fun - it will all just have to wait until I orgasm in my wet and messy diaper! I really like this feeling - just before I do it - the excitement and anticipation.
I'm going down the stairs, but there's something else going down too. Where? In my diaper of course - I'm pissing & shitting myself again! As I descend the stairs I can feel the need to pee and poop coming on, so I stop on the landing - it's as good a place as any to let it all happen. I could continue descending to the downstairs toilet, but that would be no fun at all - much more fun and sexy to let the pee and poop go where I am. First I push my hand into my butt crack and lift it to my face. As soon as I smell the wonderful aroma, the decision is made - I want to do it - I want to wet and mess myself!
Welcome to my hidden world - a world of naughty desires and dirty diapers. With my camera aimed at the mirror, it's like looking through my eyes, seeing exactly what I see. I often like to watch myself being a dirty girl, and the best way to do that is to look in the mirror. Now you too can see what I see, and be a part of my naughty hidden world. When I'm in a mood like this, I go into the bathroom where the mirror is big - I lock the door so I can be myself, and no one can catch me - except you that is!
I'm feeling horny and I need to piss. I slide my hand inside my diaper and find that special spot while I squeeze my nipples. I want to be fully aroused when it happens - I want my pussy swollen and open when I let go. I know you guys can't do that, but it's the most erotic feeling ever - hot piss swirling around my pussy, flowing over it, running down between my legs, in my butt crack and warmly soaking my bottom. I want to feel the sodden diaper encasing all my girl parts - the diaper all full and swollen with pee, bunched up between my legs. And then it will be time for me to cum!
At the start of this video I am crying, and rocking back and forwards like a sad little girl. I am feeling dark and unsure in my soul about my love for diapers. I am conflicted between what I know good girls do, and the dark, naughty, guilty pleasure I get. And it's sexual pleasure too, which makes me feel even more guilty. Wetting and messing myself makes me excited and wet, and I can't control my need to masturbate and cum. It's dirty, and I know I shouldn't be doing it, but when I cum wearing a poop filled, pee soaked diaper, I am suddenly a radiant princess, and any bad feelings are thrown to the wind. From the first moment I start to wet myself, my tears are replaced by a little smile.
To relieve yourself means to pee and poop, usually in the toilet, but for me it means completely letting go, being naughty, being dirty, totally and happily wetting and filling my diaper! To relieve myself means I've done it again - without a care in the world I just let go, enjoying the glorious warmth of pee flowing around my pussy and soaking my diaper - enjoying the feeling of pooping myself, making a big dirty bulge in my diaper. What a great word! It's at least the word of the week, as I've relieved myself in my diaper every day so far this week and I have no intention of stopping!
I was wearing my tiny blue cutoff jeans shorts with green panties underneath. I knew I needed to pee and poop, which is why I had a diaper in my hand. But when I dropped my shorts to the floor, I realized that my panties were already stained from a little monthly mishap. So... I figured that rather than use my diaper, it might be more fun to piss and shit in panties instead. I hadn't done that in a while, and it's something I find just as big a turn on as wetting and pooping my diapers. And on top of that, well... Daddy does need a reason to keep his naughty little girl in diapers!
I laid on my bed, casually touching my pussy gently. I raised my hand to my face and smelled my fingers. I love that aroma, but I love another one even more. I took off my panties and checked for skid marks - sure enough they were there, they always are. As I buried my face in my dirty panties and breathed in the wonderful scent, I could feel my pussy getting excited and wet. I was getting seriously turned on, and that always means wanting to do something, something naughty and dirty - I was overcome with the desire to put on a diaper, wet and mess myself and masturbate!
I was preparing my favourite Italian pasta dish for dinner wearing just my Italian flag apron and my diaper of course. All was going well except for one little problem - I desperately needed to piss and poop. I knew that even before I started, but my plan was to finish first and then enjoy myself after. But as I went on, it became harder and harder to hold it all in, and I knew I wasn't going to make it. I just couldn't wait any longer. So why even try, right? Stop what I'm doing and just let it all happen - the time to enjoy myself was NOW!